Main News:
Well, this weekend has been rather draining. The
rainy weather, I think, is fitting. Saturday I was at Pope at around
8:30 to help work a little kids state qualifier for wrestling. Many of
the wrestlers and trainers were there. This was physically draining,
for, the night before, I was setting down wrestling mats with Coach
A and Mr B. All of them. And by “all of them” I mean,
almost 18 individual sections of thick, rubbery, heavy, mats. My
forearms feel as if they are on strike, and I don’t blame them.
Anyway, the next day after working at the qualifier it hit me: this
may very well be the last time that I ever see some of our senior
trainers. Yes, there is the banquet, but, shit happens, they may not
come. So, if any of our trainers happen to stumble upon this I would
like to say this: Thank you for all that you have done for us this
season. You are often stressed, mistreated, and generally
unappreciated, yet you rarely complain. Best of luck in college, and
wherever life leads you.
Well, that night, and up untill this has been
writen, I have been stuck in contemplation of these things. I was
actually rather sleepless last night. It seems as if everyone is about
to start moving away in different directions and I’ll be left standing
here to my cantankerous self. Overly dramatic? Maybe. Pessimistic? I reckon so as well, but that’s how it seems at the time.
Other than that, I’ve been stuck at home to become
increasingly restless and bored. That, I think, is part of the reason
why I’ve been stuck thinking about all of this. Damn do I need a life…
Other News:
1. I’ve gone mad considering how and what I feel about the people
around me. One upperclassman specifically. She has never said an unkind
word to me the entire time which I’ve known her. After being stuck
thinking about how utterly alone it seems as if we are all about to
become, it will be a great personal loss losing her presence one of
these days.
2. Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle is a decent movie. That is, if
you’re into flicks where “Doogie” Hauser, MD snorts coke off of some
girl’s ass while hanging out of the sunroof of a moving car minus a
driver. That’s screen gold right there.
3. My site has been down for a few days because I tried to use some
html some stupid bitch had posted on her site. So much for that.
Needless to say, that made me rather upset. I could not even get back
to the “Look and Feel” page to fix the error! Once I retrace my steps
to where I found that crap I’ll let y’all know where not to go.
Song Lyrics:
Love Song By The Cure
whenever I’m alone with you you make me feel
like i am home again whenever i’m alone with
you you make me feel like i am whole again
whenever i’m alone with you you make me feel
like i am young again whenever i’m alone with
you you make me feel like i am fun again
however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you
whenever i’m alone with you you make me feel
like i am free again whenever i’m alone with
you you make me feel like i am clean again
however far away i will always love you however
long i stay i will always love you whatever
words i say i will always love you i will always
love you
